i’m so in love with you. you told me once that you want to haunt me to the point that i’ll never forget about you just like you won’t forget about me, whatever happens. well it worked. i think about you all the time, this nostalgia has captured me. i think about our kisses and the way you used to play with my hair. i think about all the times we argued and realise how much i hurt you. i’m poison, that’s why you left me. now you’re probably happy without me, that’s why you reject all my calls but i’m a mess. i cry and i cry and i cry, hoping to drown in my tears because i can’t take the pain. i just wish i could kiss you for one last time and then try to move on like you asked me to. i’ll wait until my love for you goes away.